why must he make it so much more complicated for e to just love hi like a friend. he says he wants e to be able to hook up with him withought emotions being involved...i say i try not to but it's not my fault i emotional person he told me he like it when he kissed his body his exact words were "but really its so fucking sexy" well that puts e in a really awkward position.. what do i say to that... there's nothing i can say except your welcome? umm i not sure what your looking for here. i gave this same kid hand once and he begged for it again a second time.i said no because i didnt want to get hurt. he said fine but still had e kiss him everywhere which i was okay with but wish he could have done that to me... he makes e so scared nights he texts e i dont know what he tells his friends whats going on when i talk to him.i just don't know and i scared to trust him again he's broken his promise way to any times and enough is enough people say im always bright and happy and people like to be around me but when im not around people im so sad because i just wonder whats going through peoples heads. you never will know what they're really thinking unless you're like edward cullen... i love the kid i've been talking about i try hard not to but i do i have this whole year. and he makes me go crazy.
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